the best is yet to be

For awhile I was chasing this dream of perfection…

This ideal life. An ideal appearance. Worry free. Perfectly talented. All of these would be great if my impatience wasn’t acting as a wall in between some revelations.

Tomorrow I will not be perfect. I will not suddenly be able to run a marathon or be confident on the beach. I am simply not ready yet because the journey is that much important as the outcome. Tomorrow I will, however, have the understanding that I can finally see a physical change after comparing pictures. And this change is one step closer to a beautiful happiness that I’ve been wanting for years.

Today I can say I’m proud of myself and I am so thrilled and motivated.